I was in a mess, was..
Thanks God XD
thank you for giving me this kind of life, so I could learn more about this experience.
Im in a overflowing of joy that You giving me this kind of family.
Im not that close to my mom.. every each of our time full with arguing..
and my mouth have a sharp tongue that can pierce deep other people's heart.
We both hurting each other.
but....
distance make us better.
IM sooo happpyyyy.. this is my first time.. having a really long talk with my mom, well I can stay for 3 hours talking with her..
Its an amazing experience... THANK YOU GOD XD.
Im sorry that in my last post it was totally negative stuff.. and.. fulllll offff negative.
Its a simple chat but for me its a super meaningful lesson for the future.
I just realize that she is a tough mommy.
she have a bit same habit like me.. "forgetful" ahahahhaa
well its theres a good things and bad things about it.
but right now I want to take this positive things from it.
be able to forget is something that is amazing.
I know how she got scold like hell from my dad... and how my dad treat her.
this is why im so piss off when people scream at me and scold me..
I always seen my mom get scolded by dad at night.. ...
every time they have quarrel I saw it,
I saw how my dad scold my mom like hell, this is making me not happy when people scold me, raising their tone infront of me..
my thinking will be
"wtf.. im not getting treat like this from people who dont have the same blood with me, F* you and get off! I dont need you and I can do things by myself without you! F* off!!"
... ahahaha ups this is something that I need to learn from my mom.
when she got scold or whatever she got treated by my dad.. she easily forget.
She will forget!.. when if my daddy suddenly go in and in happy mood,
she will be very supportive.. (since she forgot the problem that they discuss)
She told me.. those bad things that you dont want to hear.. just a blabbering out and some nonsense of a stressed people.. are.. the things that good to forget.
"you dont need to hear it, because if you does hear them.. you gonna put those in your heart.. and Its not good to put those bad stuff in your heart, bad stuff just throw it away, you dont agree with it, then.. just throw it away, forget about it".
this is something that.. funny.. but i need to learn this.
When I saw people glare at me, Ill stare them with my bitchy face.
If they raising their high pitch tone, I will do the same.
if they are bitching with me, I will bitch them too
If they scold me, Ill scold them back
If they scream at me, Ill scream too.
this.. is not good, I need to control my emotion well.
giving a negative with a negative.. turn out to be more negative.
hmm.. ahaha my mom is awesome!
not only that she told me how a pregnant mom suffering. A mom is a mom..
they are a great person. My mom are awesome. =]
Thanks God for giving me this kind of mom..
she is amazing. Thank you!!
Thanks God XD
thank you for giving me this kind of life, so I could learn more about this experience.
Im in a overflowing of joy that You giving me this kind of family.
Im not that close to my mom.. every each of our time full with arguing..
and my mouth have a sharp tongue that can pierce deep other people's heart.
We both hurting each other.
but....
distance make us better.
IM sooo happpyyyy.. this is my first time.. having a really long talk with my mom, well I can stay for 3 hours talking with her..
Its an amazing experience... THANK YOU GOD XD.
Im sorry that in my last post it was totally negative stuff.. and.. fulllll offff negative.
Its a simple chat but for me its a super meaningful lesson for the future.
I just realize that she is a tough mommy.
she have a bit same habit like me.. "forgetful" ahahahhaa
well its theres a good things and bad things about it.
but right now I want to take this positive things from it.
be able to forget is something that is amazing.
I know how she got scold like hell from my dad... and how my dad treat her.
this is why im so piss off when people scream at me and scold me..
I always seen my mom get scolded by dad at night.. ...
every time they have quarrel I saw it,
I saw how my dad scold my mom like hell, this is making me not happy when people scold me, raising their tone infront of me..
my thinking will be
"wtf.. im not getting treat like this from people who dont have the same blood with me, F* you and get off! I dont need you and I can do things by myself without you! F* off!!"
... ahahaha ups this is something that I need to learn from my mom.
when she got scold or whatever she got treated by my dad.. she easily forget.
She will forget!.. when if my daddy suddenly go in and in happy mood,
she will be very supportive.. (since she forgot the problem that they discuss)
She told me.. those bad things that you dont want to hear.. just a blabbering out and some nonsense of a stressed people.. are.. the things that good to forget.
"you dont need to hear it, because if you does hear them.. you gonna put those in your heart.. and Its not good to put those bad stuff in your heart, bad stuff just throw it away, you dont agree with it, then.. just throw it away, forget about it".
this is something that.. funny.. but i need to learn this.
When I saw people glare at me, Ill stare them with my bitchy face.
If they raising their high pitch tone, I will do the same.
if they are bitching with me, I will bitch them too
If they scold me, Ill scold them back
If they scream at me, Ill scream too.
this.. is not good, I need to control my emotion well.
giving a negative with a negative.. turn out to be more negative.
hmm.. ahaha my mom is awesome!
not only that she told me how a pregnant mom suffering. A mom is a mom..
they are a great person. My mom are awesome. =]
Thanks God for giving me this kind of mom..
she is amazing. Thank you!!
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