Sometime plan doesnt go like what you wanted.
this is why I never plan..
or..
I plan it in under my realm..
I always go with the flow.. but it doesnt mean I dont plan anything.
my life is all about unsure but in the end it always turn to sure.
Ive been trying to let go.. and now I can Let go. but it take times.
Im those people can become a person who are nice.. or too nice..
but when I become a bitch im not a normal bitch.
I will be the super bitch that will make your life suffer like hell.
sometime I got this too flexible...
Im very proud with my flexibility but not anymore.
I get to flexible until I change my own habit ... and sometime is under my control.
recently... since I dont have those positivity around me.. I become super duper bitch..
I dont want to let go of my pride. I put it too high and when people trying to argue.
no matter what ... the decision I want to win.
even im right.. or wrong.
this pride is have been my biggest stone.. and its hard to move this stone away from my heart.
its such a pain having this pride with me.. If I can I want to throw it away.
.CHURCH.
I rarely come and pray inside church..* blaming on my traumatic now.. sigh*
but this place is really giving me a lot LOT LOT of positiveness.
I dont want to pass any of my church time anymore.
This place the only one who can give me strength for my mentality
Ive been tutoring myself with my own.. brain.. and my own feeling.. and its wrong..
since im not to close with God.
but priest.. who I can say that they are a blessing people.
their words are amazing *well because its God's word*
this is a sensitive case for others to talk about this.
well now I know.. the one who can save me is no other but God.
thanks lord..
sorry for making You disappointed all the time.
this.. your daughter've been a very2 bad girl..
but I know God you are something that I hold on..
something who are really wont let me go..
and You are.
Ive been cursing you when I was very young.
but.. your love teach me to say
I love you God, my Jesus.
and the one that I can promise that I wont let You go without breaking it.
this is why I never plan..
or..
I plan it in under my realm..
I always go with the flow.. but it doesnt mean I dont plan anything.
my life is all about unsure but in the end it always turn to sure.
Ive been trying to let go.. and now I can Let go. but it take times.
Im those people can become a person who are nice.. or too nice..
but when I become a bitch im not a normal bitch.
I will be the super bitch that will make your life suffer like hell.
sometime I got this too flexible...
Im very proud with my flexibility but not anymore.
I get to flexible until I change my own habit ... and sometime is under my control.
recently... since I dont have those positivity around me.. I become super duper bitch..
I dont want to let go of my pride. I put it too high and when people trying to argue.
no matter what ... the decision I want to win.
even im right.. or wrong.
this pride is have been my biggest stone.. and its hard to move this stone away from my heart.
its such a pain having this pride with me.. If I can I want to throw it away.
.CHURCH.
I rarely come and pray inside church..* blaming on my traumatic now.. sigh*
but this place is really giving me a lot LOT LOT of positiveness.
I dont want to pass any of my church time anymore.
This place the only one who can give me strength for my mentality
Ive been tutoring myself with my own.. brain.. and my own feeling.. and its wrong..
since im not to close with God.
but priest.. who I can say that they are a blessing people.
their words are amazing *well because its God's word*
this is a sensitive case for others to talk about this.
well now I know.. the one who can save me is no other but God.
thanks lord..
sorry for making You disappointed all the time.
this.. your daughter've been a very2 bad girl..
but I know God you are something that I hold on..
something who are really wont let me go..
and You are.
Ive been cursing you when I was very young.
but.. your love teach me to say
I love you God, my Jesus.
and the one that I can promise that I wont let You go without breaking it.
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