A Little Bit Of Heaven Official Trailer - In UK Cinemas Feb 4th

the movie that I watched with Him

Well its good better than the abduction that I watch i think ahahaha
not that boring and funny.

well i love the girl personality alooooooooottt
she is super fun ahahaha

and thanks for the movie giving me a good msg.

When you know God, you wont afraid of anything even Death.

XD

Birthday wishlist CHECK XD

Worship

thank you God, that You giving me the best gift in my life.
Sorry that I always make You disappointed by denying You before, but
now im a different person.

Im not gonna run away, but i will run toward You
NO MATTER WHAT
even any problem coming but i will still running towards You.
I am a sinner and just a human being.
just You only that can make me something.
a whole new me.

I thank you thank and thanks to You.
thanks that one of my life wishlist, the one that I cant be done without You
one of my wish that is super hard to fulfil without You
one of my birthday wish on this year.

Thank You Lord.
Thank You Jesus.
Thank You that You brought him to You.

Please Lord dont leave him, or make him leave You.

Theres nothing more awesome or sper kick ass thing in out there.. its just You.

=D

Im super happy Lorrrddd THANK YOUUUU!!!!
Amien

sick?

I got airplane to catch and the doctor telling me about FEVER??

my head pop out of

ahahah ok thats my lame thinking.. but surely i do afraid if i got to cancel my flight just because of this stupid sickness. sigh..
and.. I miss my project.. WTH?? I!@&^(!(*&%^*!@()&!!
not that I kiasu or anything, but I dont like my work to get passed to other.
but well I wont want to come to the office with a giddy head and being noisy all the time.
or spreading my sick around?
ahahha well maybe its good? ? ? lol

my first MC of my first work... Hope I can claim this one, if not.. sigh wasted my money to go such a expensive doctor..
and maybe they tried to overdose me by giving me alot amount of medicine to take ..

just take neozep<< one pill then enough..
for flu and fever

yep here they are recommended by doctor in my place.. but since im going to take flight i dont want to take any chance getting more sickness, so Ill just go to doctor and see what they said.

Christina A - Hurt

A song by Christina




God please be with me right now.
Amien

another attempt to lose weight

Since that detox make me

last last last time..

I intend taking it again for the healthy part. this time...

pure just for healthy

it said

Effective detox and intestinal cleansing DetoxDeluxe neutralizes all kind of toxins and poisons from food, water, air and medications, all sources of detrimental effects on the liver. Counteracting those hard to avoid poisons and protecting one of the body.

ahahah just kinda want to have this toxins to get rid from my body.

then After thattt i might continuing those daddadaadda that I bought in Indo.

Might need to press my appetite.. hmmh..

i need to surpreess surpreeesss.. 

I miss my look last time.

I was quite... IHIEK preeettyy when Im active clubbing.

well.. yeah exercising for every weekend and those alcohol flowing.. make me poo even more.

well at least now im working.

so no food that I can consume inside my body.

OK GANBATTE

The best day of my life

I never know that I tear on happiness just because of one msgs from him.
One of small faith of You.
Thank you God.

I really believe that Your plan is SUPER GOOD!
All is in Your plan!!

what boys want for a girl.

what kind of girl that people want to have?

some of the tips that I found.

• Be friendly. Everybody loves friendly girls. 
• Guys like girls who are relaxed, funny, and friendly; not aggressive snobs.
• If someone really hurt you, you should let them know.
• Don't pretend to be someone you are not.
• smile and talk to them like you`re their friend.

well.. ahahaha.. ill probably fail with number 3..

another one

1. DON'T LEAVE HIM GUESSING
Guessing is fun when it comes to game shows, but Howie Mandel can't help him when he's trying to figure out which movie you'd like to see or what you want for your birthday. I know you girls all wish we'd just get you enough to figure it out on our own, but the truth is, guys aren't great at reading subtle hints. So just tell your guy what you want — it will make your life easier, and he will be a lot less confused. If all you give him to go on is, "I'll watch anything," your guy will end up spending more time talking to Mr. Moviefone than he will hanging out with you!

2.KNOW WHEN IT'S OKAY TO LIE
Guys want you to be honest when it comes to important things, like whether you're dating him exclusively or how far you want to go physically. But when it comes to personal things that could be sore spots, like thinking his best friend is hot or hating his mom's cooking, he'd prefer that you tell a little white lie. You don't have to pretend to love his hideous new shirt, but you can just say something neutral, like, "It's okay. I like your green one better." Guys appreciate when girls have the heart not to needlessly hurt our feelings — because yes, we do have them!

3. PICK YOUR BATTLES
No relationship is perfect, and no two people are going to agree on everything. A great girlfriend doesn't let her pride stand in the way of letting her guy walk away from a silly argument at leastthinking he got his point across (even if you still secretly disagree with him). If you're arguing about something important to you, like your religious beliefs, then stick to your guns. But little disagreements can snowball into big fights. And nothing is sadder than having a huge fight and breaking up because he doesn't think Grey's Anatomy rocks and you think it's awesome. McDreamy's just not worth it.

4. HUMOR HIM
Stupid as it may seem, guys get worked up about things like video games and sports. The best girlfriends realize that these things really mean something to guys and affect us on an emotional level. Think about how psyched you get when you score a great bag at a killer sale. It makes your day, right? That's how we feel when our team sinks a half-court buzzer beater. And it's nice to have a girl who'll cheer right along with us, whether or not she really cares what just happened.

5. GIVE HIM A BREAK
Girls will always be our main focus, but sometimes we just want to hang out with our friends. Guys are so used to being told what to do by our moms that we have it in our head that we'll need to beg our girlfriend's permission to see our buddies. So if your guy says, "I might hang out with the guys on Saturday night," and you reply, "Okay, have fun!" he'll think you're cool. And it'll make him want to hang out with you that much more next Saturday night!

ahaha no wonder.. number 1,2 and 3..<< I never did this right.

hmmph..

number 4 and 5.. sadly he dont need this.

he wont like my joke.. he will think that im mocking him..... 

ahahaha sadly I only joking around when he is not around.. 

I like making people laugh, 

sometime I just dont care that they see me as a clown.. 

well good thing about being a clown.. is make others smile and laugh.

and.. I fail to make him laugh.. ahahaha.. funny =[

number 5.. i cant talk about this...

well its sad to know this all of the tips.. sometime it just dont really work out well,

its all depend on the person...

...

ahahaha im broken.

confusing..

should I stop msging.. or..?

waiting is painful and I never been treated like this.

do I ever treat him like this..??

did he ever msging me lot times but never get any reply??

... 

YOOO YOOO YOOO merryyy delete all those unhappy things..

be happy be merry!!

=D

a lesson of life from my mom

I was in a mess, was..
Thanks God XD
thank you for giving me this kind of life, so I could learn more about this experience.
Im in a overflowing of joy that You giving me this kind of family.

Im not that close to my mom.. every each of our time full with arguing..
and my mouth have a sharp tongue that can pierce deep other people's heart.
We both hurting each other.
but....
distance make us better.

IM sooo happpyyyy.. this is my first time.. having a really long talk with my mom, well I can stay for 3 hours talking with her..
Its an amazing experience... THANK YOU GOD XD.

Im sorry that in my last post it was totally negative stuff.. and.. fulllll offff negative.

Its a simple chat but for me its a super meaningful lesson for the future.

I just realize that she is a tough mommy.

she have a bit same habit like me.. "forgetful" ahahahhaa
well its theres a good things and bad things about it.
but right now I want to take this positive things from it.
be able to forget is something that is amazing.
I know how she got scold like hell from my dad... and how my dad treat her.
this is why im so piss off when people scream at me and scold me..
I always seen my mom get scolded by dad at night.. ...
every time they have quarrel I saw it,
I saw how my dad scold my mom like hell, this is making me not happy when people scold me, raising their tone infront of me..
my thinking will be
"wtf.. im not getting treat like this from people who dont have the same blood with me, F* you and get off! I dont need you and I can do things by myself without you! F* off!!"
 ... ahahaha ups this is something that I need to learn from my mom.

when she got scold or whatever she got treated by my dad.. she easily forget.
She will forget!.. when if my daddy suddenly go in and in happy mood,
she will be very supportive.. (since she forgot the problem that they discuss)

She told me.. those bad things that you dont want to hear.. just a blabbering out and some nonsense of a stressed people.. are.. the things that good to forget.
"you dont need to hear it, because if you does hear them.. you gonna put those in your heart.. and Its not good to put those bad stuff in your heart, bad stuff just throw it away, you dont agree with it, then.. just throw it away, forget about it".
this is something that.. funny.. but i need to learn this.
When I saw people glare at me, Ill stare them with my bitchy face.
If they raising their high pitch tone, I will do the same.
if they are bitching with me, I will bitch them too
If they scold me, Ill scold them back
If they scream at me, Ill scream too.

this.. is not good, I need to control my emotion well.
giving a negative with a negative.. turn out to be more negative.
hmm.. ahaha my mom is awesome!

not only that she told me how a pregnant mom suffering. A mom is a mom..
they are a great person. My mom are awesome. =]

Thanks God for giving me this kind of mom..
she is amazing. Thank you!!

? what?

do you like when people msg you and then you dont get any reply..
especially from your loved one?


this is the first time i got this kind of feeling.
waiting for the msg.
... I better said Giving each other time.. so I dont need to wait.
when Im not waiting, it wont felt hurt as you wanting something.

ill try not to take it too seriously and thinking.. and keep thinking positive.

just wait till my limit to end.

.random though

Sometime plan doesnt go like what you wanted.
this is why I never plan..

or..

I plan it in under my realm..
I always go with the flow.. but it doesnt mean I dont plan anything.
my life is all about unsure but in the end it always turn to sure.

Ive been trying to let go.. and now I can Let go. but it take times.
Im those people can become a person who are nice.. or too nice..
but  when I become a bitch im not a normal bitch.
I will be the super bitch that will make your life suffer like hell.

sometime I got this too flexible...
Im very proud with my flexibility but not anymore.
I get to flexible until I change my own habit ... and sometime is under my control.
recently... since I dont have those positivity around me.. I become super duper bitch..
I dont want to let go of my pride. I put it too high and when people trying to argue.
no matter what ... the decision I want to win.
even im right.. or wrong.

this pride is have been my biggest stone.. and its hard to move this stone away from my heart.
its such a pain having this pride with me.. If I can I want to throw it away.

.CHURCH.
I rarely come and pray inside church..* blaming on my traumatic now.. sigh*
but this place is really giving me a lot LOT LOT of positiveness.
I dont want to pass any of my church time anymore.
This place the only one who can give me strength for my mentality
Ive been tutoring myself with my own.. brain.. and my own feeling.. and its wrong..
since im not to close with God.
but priest.. who I can say that they are a blessing people.
their words are amazing *well because its God's word*
this is a sensitive case for others to talk about this.

well now I know.. the one who can save me is no other but God.
thanks lord..
sorry for making You disappointed all the time.
this.. your daughter've been a very2 bad girl..
but I know God you are something that I hold on..
something who are really wont let me go..
and You are.
Ive been cursing you when I was very young.
but.. your love teach me to say
I love you God, my Jesus.
and the one that I can promise that I wont let You go without breaking it.

row row row your boat

Row, row, row your boat,
Gently down the stream.
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,
Life is but a dream.




A lyric.... suddenly that ive thought of.

I realize I dont have friends anymore since im attached,
am I taking this relationship wrongly ? noo this is what I choose.
yesterday the feeling of getting left is abit in a high saturated.
but "just go with it" is a good companion for movie for me.
yes "just go with it"...

nice story .. he found her for so long, but he never see it through.

ok back...
left behind alone in the room, I though its going to be okay...
at the first 45 minutes.. its not okay
hearing people laughing, chatting, and playing outside..
and saw.. he hold that stinky stick..
hmmph... Ive got the think that.. what am I doing in here?
well..then ahahah
I CONQUER MY FEELING..

thanks to the adam sandler

handsome dude who know how to make my day!

well suddenly, saturday have a big planning for me..
going out...
for I dont know when is it, I get to go out now..
( i dont know how but I dont plan for this.. just suddenly come..
wohoo gosh please dont think of revenge because its really not..
suddenly she come .. and cant help it!)

sorry but just let me out.. and have fun for today
you've been having quite fun yesterday and last time..(thanks to the iphone again) so let me go today.

.sorry.

Cancer

I dont like the mythology story of cancer =[
they died in the end got smash and pityness from hera
gah -__-

ok then now the facts of cancer

"active, self-motivated, usually ambitious, they like to generate momentum in any group of people in which they find themselves.  Cancer seek to motivate all activity to satisfy its changing mood and emotional need."


"Cancer can turn bluer than an inkwell, and drown you in depression deeper than the floor of the ocean.  His fears are usually well covered by the nutty lunar humor, but they are always with him, haunting his days and nights with a vague sense of nameless dangers, lurking in the shadows.  Pessimism is never far away; always ready to spoil those beautiful flights of fancy.  But, until he learns to conquer his fears, they form his Achilles heel, and they hurt every time he starts to fly to high."


"His tears are never crocodile tears.  They flow from the deep rivers of his fragile and vulnerable heart.  You can wound his sensitive feelings with a harsh glance or a rough tone of voice.  Cruelty can bring on brimming eyes or a complete withdrawal.  In the midst of uncertainty, despair and sadness, cancer people seek retreat and solitude. "


"Cancers have another mood, crabby.  The person who gives you a cranky answer when you asked for the time, the one who nearly snapped your head off when you asked him to pass the salt, was probably a cancer person going through one of his occasional crabby spells that makes him hate the world.  He’s not angry with you.  He’s disappointed with life.  He’ll get over it, and be his own sweet, gentle and understanding self when the Moon changes."


"When he does make a move, he’ll want some sort of track record behind him – or behind you.  The crab carefully calculates his actions on experiences either his own or someone else’s.  He needs the strength of an accepted precedent or the assurance of financial security as a foundation."


"No matter how much money he piles up in reserve, Cancer never feels really secure, and no matter how much love he gets, he always needs more.  His emotions never let him become sure enough to relax completely. He’s always piling up tangibles against some imaginary future disaster. There’s one thing you have to understand about these people.  If it’s old, it has value.  If it’s new, it’s suspect."


"Cancerian emotions can be stronger than the physical body.  Worry and apprehension can make him ill, and cheerfulness can make him well.  Often, he fears financial collapse or the loss of someone he needs emotionally. 
If his security is threatened, either at the bank or in his heart, he can fall into a depression which unconsciously courts sickness or accident.  If he grows melancholy about fearsome possibilities, he invites trouble, and he’ll take twice as long to get well."

OK THE CANCERIAN MAAALEEE!!

 Cancerians never confide to strangers, and there are certain things even their best friends don’t know.  It will take a long time and a fair amount of patience to really know him.  If you catch him in one of his cantankerous moods, you may not be very anxious to really know him but try again.  Don’t give up so easily.<< for me ahaha

He can be flirtatious and fickle, but he can also be sensitive and loyal.  Without warning, that wrinkled frown can be replaced by a gentle smile. When he’s sad and wistful, you’ll want to put your arms around him, and soothe away his melancholy.  When he’s showing off his sharp, intuitive mind, you’ll stare at him in awe.  His caution will impress you.  His pessimism will depress you.

You have to understand his personality changes.  They’re simply lunar moods, moving across in consciousness, here today – gone tomorrow.  Both during and between each mood, the Cancer man is true to himself.  Always try to remember that although a Cancerian’s manner can be rough and aloof, his heart is always soft and affectionate, and so full of sentiment it often makes him feel too vulnerable.  The temperature changes of a Cancerian could puzzle anyone.  First you shiver under his freezing glances, and then you get smothered with devotion.  His moods are the meanest when he’s the most afraid of losing something.

Finances have fascinated him since childhood, and saving will be substantially more attractive to him than spending.  Cancerian’s seldom collect cash for status.  They collect it for its own sweet sake.  Cancer man has an interesting idea of economy.  He’d rather take you out to the best restaurant, and get what he pays for, than risk offending his sensitive tastes with over-cooked lamb chops and indifferent service in a second rate place.

When a Cancer person tackles a career, he’s sure to be at the top of it.   He’s loaded with artistic talent.

If he’s a true Cancerian, he won’t’ be wild about sports clothes.  He likes conservative cuts and good tailoring. 

The typical Cancerian male is a devotee of the finer things in life.  He’ll usually be a gentleman until you stop being a lady. Ask him about his family tree.  He’ll love to tell you.  Most Cancerians delight in their backgrounds and their blood lines.  

It may be many years before a Cancer becomes enamoured with a woman because it isn’t easy for him to find a woman he feels is worthy of his interest.  He’s naturally shy of rushing in, but once he’s sure, he won’t’ be easily rebuffed.  Cancerians can play the role of the romantic lover artfully.  His timidity will switch to tenacity overnight, and you’ll find yourself being courted by an earnest, determined man who won’t’ take no as an answer for any proposal he has in mind.

Cancer dads are proud of their sons and fiercely protective of their daughters.  When they’re small, he’ll be just the grandest daddy you could imagine.  However, adolescence may churn up the water somewhat.  He’d like his loved ones to lean on him forever, and when they show signs of independence, he may become a cranky crab again for a period, as he rebels against their desire to experiment with the world outside.

Music, poetry, flowers, beautiful clothes, expensive perfume sparingly used, soft words and sweet caresses are all weapons which should mow down his weak resistance to romance.

well as I know maybe he will be a good daddy =] ahahaha

this is quite sweet. He such a good boy but just a pessimism in his head...

and some of the fact of the female is true... 

"sticky" ahahahhahahaha

lol well =D kudos for the researcher of those zodiac

Pisces

sometime i dont want to believe in such of this zodiac things, but I believe some of the part is true since those old people doing research and.. maybe it is true.. naaaahhh not all of them true =P

well.. Pisces

in wikipedia

"According to one Greek myth, Pisces represents the fish into which Aphroditeand her son Eros transformed in order to escape the fire god Typhon: they are tied together with a cord on their tails, to make sure they do not lose one another.^[6] Alternatively, the twin fishes were placed in the heavens in honor of their heroic deed of saving Aphrodite and Eros from Typhon on the riverEuphrates."




Isnt this star is a romantic stuff.. lol!!

and I found that a quite true fact about myself

"The Piscean love of music and art, and her highly develop senses and versatility she owes to other  signs, but her deep wisdom and compassion belong  only to her, culled from the combined knowledge of every human experience.

Humor is one of their secret weapons.  Pisceans grin to cover unshed tears.  They’re masters of satire and you may cringe from a bright remark thrown at you so casually that you’re unable  to pin down the exact meaning or the intent.  Sometimes the fun is warm and harmless, sometimes it’s cold and merciless, but it’s always a cover for another emotion the fish wants to hide, seldom spontaneous of itself.  Pisces wears his laughs as a mask, and they disguise her well.

To help is her first instinct.  The impositions of those who would trample him force the fish to hide his true spirit.  Since the depth of Neptune’s waters causes him to absorb every pain and joy as if they were his own, it’s little wonder many Piscean pretend disinterests in hearing sad stories.  But, remember that they are pretending.  If you’ve been rebuffed once, try twice, and the real fish will surface.


She hates to answer with a yes or a no.  it’s always maybe.  Their internal nature is as unfathomable as Neptune’s great oceans.  The altruistic fish is filled with an inexhaustible, tender love for every living creature which is truly saint-like, when it’s not turned inward, in self-pity and self-love.  Typically Piscean are the gregarious housewives with hearts big enough for the troubles of all the neighbors, and the patient bartenders who listen sympathetically to hundreds of tales of woe each week."


That "maybe" is A SUPER DUPER TOTALLY TRUE ahahah yes I hate answer yes or no.. because we are flexibleeee..

the combine of male and female pisces

"It’s his nature to be gregarious.  He can’t help it.  He does admire beauty, and he may stare at pretty legs from time to time."
ok for me.. maybe i change that leg into BOOBIES ahahahah ups.

well but its a bit flattering when they said
"Even without astrology, rumors have spread about the charms of a Pisces female.  She has her negative points, to be sure, but at first glance she’s every man’s grade school valentine, with maybe just a touch of  a Playboy bunny to add some pepper."

awesome.. I think got some of those true.. but im more to half male and female.. but hmmh this people search of this thing is quite great.. I dont know how they did their research on people who are born in march but well I can say good job!

source:  GOOGLE! AHAHHAHA

Roxette - You Don't Understand Me

the lyric really cut me deep inside
I'll just keep it deep inside in my heart.

Broken Arrow by Pixie Lott

What do you do when you're stuck,
Because the one that you love,
Has pushed you away,
And you can't deal with the pain,
And now you're trying to fix me,
Mend what he did,
I'll find the piece that i'm missing,
But I still miss him,
I miss him, i'm missing him,
Oh I miss him, I miss him i'm missng him

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wana be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love has still hit me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

He's the thorn in my flesh
That I can't take out
He's stealing my breath
When you're around,
And now you're trying to convince me,
He wasn't worth it,
But you can't complete me,
It's the thought that he's missing,

I miss him, I'm missing him,
Oh I miss him I miss him, i'm missing him,

And you're standing in the front row,
Wana be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love has still hit me,
Live a broken arrow,
Like a broken arrow.

What do you do
When your hearts in two places?
You feel great but you're torn inside.
You feel love but you just can't embrace it,
When you found the right one at the wrong time.

And you're
Standing in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love still hit me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow...

Make up

some how the presenter talk like they are super ugly, beast or ghost .. before they use their make up, ayeee those celebrity also use a thick make up especially that transvestite mc..
talk like F*ck but I bet that she/he is the same ..
-__-
I adore them who can use make up and omg preeettaaayy
I love make up, and there is nothing wrong to use it and make yourself pretty

Commitment on DIET

After see my weight scale .. and it show that im 65Kg
I have a majored disease of heart shocked attack
(nah... just kidding AHAHHAA)
well but yes, i was in a shocked state mode at that time.

I'm getting fatter,
and im super sad about it.

somebody might think its only a scale..
but for me its something big
for those people who never get called fat in their childhood,
wont know how this thing matter for them. So please Shut ur mouth!
I get abuse by word from my own mom,
calling me fat and asking me to try alot of slimming product when I was small.

I remembered that she told me I wont get pretty if I keep gained my weight.
so from last time until now.. I keep thinking that fat is ugly
but aiyoh.. I saw some of my friends are born pretty and they are fat..
and they are happy..!
why?
because they surrounding accept them and support them.
its not the same case with me, in My family.. especially my mom,
she sell those slimming product to people, and yes
she is a bit freak with this whole gain and loose weight matter.

I remembered she even said people who anorexia..is cool..
(ok i think there no such anorexia in my country)
and .. She asked me why I dont do that? (WTF)
this is started from that Miss Indonesia 2005 said that she was anorex,
and my mom and auntie who dont know what is that..
they just saw that word " because anorexia make me loose my weight in a big amount..".
and they said "COOL".

there she is

(and I think I heard some issues that some of my cousin actually tried that..)

so yes here I am, I dont have a self confidence on myself when im having this fat on my body.
but It's so hard to keep maintain my body while those food ... those food just .. just..
DAMN! WHY THEY ARE SO YUMMYYY!!

I know my boy keep telling me that he accept me who I am no matter what im fat or not fat..
I appreciate that, and thank you my boy ..
I love you.. =,]
but the one who have this body is me,
If maybe my boy can be more bigger than me,
I wont have this un-confidence feeling of myself.

he was born skinny, even eat until 3 portion of meal his size will stay the same.
*how I envy this kind of body*
and he was born with a handsome face..

so I guess you dont know how it feel become an ugly people before.


my problem is me..
As long If I can get rid this fat,
Ill be able to be confidence in front of my boy again.
not only him.. but people..




anywayyy
I just spend big amount of money on a slimming product.
and TODAY! Thursday June 2, 2011 is the start of myself to lose some weight!

Im going to Detox for the whole week, and I will started to lose my weight after that.

This Detox pill said that:

"Effective detox and intestinal cleansing DetoxDeluxe neutralizes all kind of toxins and poisons from food, water, air and medications, all sources of detrimental effects on the liver. Counteracting those hard to avoid poisons and protecting one of the body."

so it can keep me to maintain my health too, so .. hhehehe NICE!
Ill get rid those poison and bad things inside my body! yiha!

Check list some movies... FTW

ok back to malaysia for last weekend we watched some movies..

RIO!!!!!!! OMG


 rio CHEEEEECKKK AHAHAHA

My opinion on this movie.. "LOVING IT"
it just awesome I love sergio mendes and their music just awesome for me!


AHAHHAHA and the second one ...



OK I LOVE BIG GUY MUSCULAR GUY WHATEVER WITH A BIG HAND TALL AND LOOK BIG!

ahahaha so IM SUPER enjoying the character alot, he is handsome, but the most important part is their effect, I love this kind of effect something that still got the smell of traditional greek, their goddess or god any of those stuff.. odin, thor, loki... ahahaha But some of the part Its like a combination of traditional with a modern equipment..


and the third one...

ok.. this is the freaking best part of the day... I JUST CANT GET ENOUGH OF THIS GUYS HERREEEE
can you believed it.. DWAYNE JOHNSON & VIN DIESEL playing in the same movie together
2 big hotteessttt guy playing a FREAKING COOL MOVIE.. omg seriously I LOVE THIS
and alot of HOT GIRLS HMMMHHH...

my eyes might explode anytime watching this movie ahahah it just awesome..

SCHOOLAAHH di Sinciapoooo!

My N*F* is not a good place to study but its a great experience to have here

I remember I dont like Singapore at all, even I can blend in well in here, It just such a urban hectic life here, I can feel those stress in each people, and yes... those people here arent that friendly as well.

But this small country giving me alot of experiences

about people, life, friendship and.. "LOVE"

wondering maybe im in love with him too much

taking all of his whole new difference experience, theres laugh and tears,

I know I cried alot, but I know that I smile because I have somebody that wont let me go.

This guy teach me that love is accepting no matter who you are.

sometime I just felt, Im not that worthy because I might not going to change for him,

im super insensitive, unromantic, unsupportive... 

and because I always think this is me, and my thinking is "this"

(even actually surround me told me that I've changed)

well... who want this failure girl?? shameful of me..

If I really changed I just hope it changed to be a better person.

its almost a year, and Im still waiting for many years to come.

Im afraid that negative site of me appear again.. having those all unconfident about myself.

When im lack of my confident, I have words easy to slip out my mouth.. and this thinking of

"why wasting time??" or " better end it rather than its too late" ALWAYS COME OUT!

I know when I said this kind of rubbish words,

I just hit my own face and step his heart,

but word that coming out cant be taken back.

sometime I think that we both too different.. BUT when im in my positive side 

"Different means complete one and another"

if im in my moody side,  It told me that 

" its the same with trying to marry your chihuahua with a saint benard type "

ahahah MERRY YOU NEED TO BE BETTER PERSOOONNN!!!

"love yourself first"

this word are true, if I love myself, i will have those positive thinking and I will make all my surround will react positively to me. I hope I still got it.

thanks MARY AND MAX movie =D

almost finish

Well when im in my home alone, I know that I will have trouble on my sleeping.. keep thinking im alone is not a good thing to think.
and yes..
There's alot things happen in my life right now

 my FYP ahaha

I have this Graduation things, my graduation show will be launch this June
not only that my lecturer choose 4 people from my class to be part in crowbar competition. but also taking care of grad-show website.
well Im not that confidence but well at least I love my work, I dont want to have a high hope
but this is will be good for my portfolio in the future =D im proud of my drawing.
My class will be doing this graduation website for 243 students! wihiii..
today i felt bad because I didnt get incharge on hardstuff.. so I felt I did nothing at all...

well about the crowbar..

I actually choose to slacking around, but this time I just got that kind of feeling,
I wont feel this kind of
School/college stuff anymore,
so I need to buck up and add oil to myself to make everything become better.
I love my work and what ive done for my final year project, especially the important part that i've learned some of the basic of flash code. ahahah but yes is not perfect for the interaction part but i love my own illustration story.

actually Im a bit feeling down when I saw those the one who are going to be the juries for the crowbar..
they are FREAKING COOL PEOPLE! and I can smell that their expectation is HIGH.(since they from kinetic..)

their cool website

aahahahha TRY TRY TRY and TRY merry can do this YIHAA.

AWESOME EXPERIENCE FTW

when you depressed..

Father's Love Letter

MOVIE MANIACS

YAhoo.. im a movie maniac... but this year 3 super hectic schedule with those final projects..

im listing some of the movies that I want to watch

Sucker Punch

some said this movie suck but.. I DONT CARE..

Rio

Thor

CowboysVSAliens

SUPER 8

Dylan Dog

Priest

Abduction

Pirates of Caribbean series

Rise of the Planet Apes

Green lantern

Conan the Barbarian

The Three Musketeers

Hanna

one more week to another new life.

One more week to finish my damn final year project..
aiyaaaaaaahh this code that code ....
my mind is full with code of this action script 3 -___- but nevermind
im not going to be a programmer dude or something
so im manipulating this code even the output saying error here or there..
I wont give a d*mn as long my application is working bah...

omg IM CLOSE TO MY GRADUATION DAY! OMG!

Love cook from my boy XD

this is the LOVEEEEEEE, XD... i had a beautiful day in my period day..
my boy taking care of me by buying me some love of coconut and fooddd
the best of all he cooked the dinner for me

I love the spoil that he give it to me <3

Words Hurt - Bullying Commercial

The Cataracs - Top Of The World ft. DEV

HOT SONG!!

Jessie J - Nobody's Perfect (VEVO LIFT Presents)

When I'm nervous I have this thing yeah I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up, yeah
I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that i learnt to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt , I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobodys perfect


If i could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never wanna cross that line
I should of kept it between us but no I went and told the whole world how I feel and oh
So I sit and I realise with these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
Promise that I'm gonna try

But I never meant to hurt you, i know it's time that i learn to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt and I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken

So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,nobody's perfect


Im Not a saint no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you
I'm not a saint, no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool
but i swear that ill never do that again to you.
I hate that I let you down, and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no,

And I hate that I let you down and i feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around and I'm the one that's hurting, yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect. yeah yeah
dont tell me, dont tell me
no,no
you cant forgive
no
because nobodys perfect